having a kitchen - I remember those days

Let me start off by saying I love having a kitchen and until it is gone for months undergoing a remodel do you not realize even a sucky small kitchen was better than nothing. I feel like we are camping all day everyday when it comes to preparing a meal blahhhhhhh I once did not appreciate the minimal effort it required to turn the knob on the stove for heat to cook until just to prepare eggs in a pan on the camp stove and it ran out of fuel and then you have to turn on the bbq and have it not blow up in your face due to the starter switch being broken all for simple eggs.. so I have become very creative like making pasta in the microwave.. I have a soulless gaping hole of a kitchen - I love cooking and being a chef but I have little inspiration these days- especially since I am not working in the profession now and can't be spoiled by space, nice equipment, and dishwashers. I want to make Ava's first birthday cake but who knows about that right now.
I think I have been losing some weight so can't complain too much that's the only positive of not having one.